Wow! I can't believe it's been so long since I posted! Life has been crazy in the interim. An epidemic called Coronavirus/Covid-19 happened. The world turned upside-down. My boss went crazy along with the rest of existence. And now I'm the boss. LOL

Life lately

I have been feeling pretty sorry for myself lately. Boo-hoo I don’t have a life partner any more. Shit, I thought I had the retirement years all planned out. Well hell, I basically lived for free because my husband payed for everything. The pity party needs to end. Yes, it’s sad things didn’t work out. But it’s sadder if I don’t move the fuck on.

B-GE

I am going to be a grandma again! I already have a beautiful granddaughter, Penelope. She is a delight. She’s smart, inquisitive and sweet. And now to add to that makes my heart swell. And it means I’ll have another little voice calling me B-GE. which stands for Best Grandma Ever, lol.

Below Deck

OMG! Did anybody see tonight’s episode of Below Deck? The charter guests were nightmares! Upset over pasta being served in a bowl? Check! Self entitlement? Check! Oddly intrusive visits to neighboring yachts? Check! These women were all over the place. “We don’t want carbs.” 10 minutes later? “Can you make us spaghetti?” SO glad I don’t have to deal with that kind of shit any more.

New year

Today I threw away my bridal bouquet.

Exhibition game

Got to watch KU vs MU today thanks to an old friend of mine. Happy ending, KU won. Lots going on with me health wise. Apparently I'm pre-diabetic, a situation I never thought I'd be in. On a happier note, my granddaughter is turning one this Saturday! Cannot wait. She is a doll baby, and I love her so much.

Bitter End

So, I just turned 49. My birthday "present" was my husband telling me our marriage was over. Which I already knew. Still a hard pill to swallow. Freeing in a way, terrifying in another. Married over 9 years...the longest relationship I've ever had. Now, I will be going from being easy off to living paycheck to measly paycheck. I will have no one as my built-in companion and friend. It sucks. But maybe, just maybe, it's a door opening to a better life. I mean I SERIOUSLY have to change things now. Nothing can remain status quo. So, wrapping up the pity party--I still have an awesome family...THAT will never go away. Those poor people are stuck with me for life.